Baby situation update...

So I talked to my Dr (bless her heart, she is amazing!) and she said that it is not a tubal pregnancy. Thank GOD literally because I don't think I would have handled that situation too well. She said that basically the baby did not form enough to even implant so it wasn't completely implantation issues.

As for me, I mourned last night. I'm ok now. I wanna post lyrics to a song that will be MY song now for my baby. Time to wait for the miscarriage and move on. Andrew and I aren't going to try right away again, but we will eventually and I'm sure it will be obvious when I do get pregnant again. I'll keep everyone posted until everything is back to normal.

"Who You'd Be Today"
By Kenny Chesney
Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

[Instrumental Break]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.